July142009
124. You are the only person i have ever loved, people ask me how you can love a person you never dated. But i believe that only made my love for you stronger, because i loved you for the person you are, not the feelings i got when you kissed me, or held me in your arms. Im sure if those things ever happend i would be worse off then i already am. Its been a year now since you broke my heart, and i knew i had to let you go. But every time i think of you, i think of how wonderful of a relationship we would have been in, and i still miss you. I think you could have saved me from myself, but now im just another fucked up person, who does things you would never approve of. Now i know i will never have your love in return. But i still have this urge to be around you and see you, even if the feeling it gives me is only pain.
